f*cked up.

HOW COOL CAN YOU GET? wtf.

what the eff is wrong with you? do u really have to get ur system fucked up on special holidays?

"abot mo ang mundo" abot ur face...

angry much? oh yea, it's really getting into my nerves..

why can't they fix their networks on special holidays? Why didn't they anticipate this kind of problems?

ugh. im staring to hate you globe network. really.

if it wasn't for me and for my friends or for my bf or for your sponsorship in our university, you'll be my last resort..

-pissed off-

random sweet little things that makes my day..:)

12-29-2009

We were talking about me having a part-time job..

marie: auko maapektuhan ung mundong ginagalawan ko..lalo na't ikaw na ang mundo ko b..:)

john riz: ayyiieee, b aman o..hehe..mwa..:)

marie: b, nagkakarun na ata tau ng sriling mundo..:)

john riz: bkit naman? :)

marie: wala lang..dhil po, sau lang ako naka-focus...kasama ng studies ko..atbp. :)

john riz: heheh..mwa..ang pngalan nga ng mundo ko "marie" e..haha..kaw ba?

marie: john riz. :)

killeeegg much. :)

my papa.:)

i was running through the photos stored in my facebook account...i stumbled across this photo of my family...i was teary-eyed when I recalled the times when we were still in Riyadh,Saudi Arabia, where we're all complete. living in one roof. sharing our day-to-day activities. dining together. sleeping together. spending our weekends together.

We used to be complete then, but its not like my parents got a divorce. We're just separated. like a thousand miles away. halfway round the globe. an 8-hour travel from Manila to Saudi Arabia. :(


MY DAD

I miss the way he cuddles me at night to drive me to sleep..the way he used to sing "ariya" just to see me dance..the way he used to scold me for all the wrongdoings I've done..I miss the way he used me to take me to his bowling games and boast me among his colleagues...the way we used to dine outside and spoil me with every food i could intake..:) and tease me when i'm trying out clothes that does not fit me. the way he used to praise me for all my accomplishments, the way he used to tell me "ang ganda talaga ng anak ko"..the way he used to spoil me with every material thing i could see and indulge myself in..the way i'm typing all of this memories of me and papa, where tears are rolling down my face...:( i really miss him..really..:(


"PAPA IS THE BESTEST MAN YOU COULD EVER IMAGINE. HE IS MY WORST ENEMY AND ALSO MY NUMBER 1 FAN. "

me loves.:)

"Giliw wag mo sanang isiping

Ikaw ay aking lilisanin,

Di ko magagawang

Lumayo sayong piling

At nais kong malaman mo

Kung gaano kita kamahal"

I think he's heaven sent. :) after all of the past relationships i had..this is far out the best I've ever had..

We started as classmates in our Philosophy class. 8:30-10:00am, Rm. 333..We became seatmates and that's where it all started..We've been text mates and yeah, it was something..:)

Months after, the little friendship we have, suddenly became something big and deeper..:)..I was falling in love with him after months of hanging out...but i was too hesitant to tell him what i felt, coz i don't wanna mess up things between us..

Its love and sorrow..in one. Until then, i feel like giving up..:(...I felt like this is going nowhere. I keep praying to God, that he grant me the serenity to accept that he is not the one i was looking for. that he was not for me...but it wasn't what god, granted me..Instead..

He granted Jr, the confidence of telling me his feelings..:) and God, WAS I SOO HAPPY. as in really. :)

He decided to go into a relationship without commitment, since he wanted to change things for our sake. :)

DECEMBER 21, 2009- its official. We're into a relationship, we are willing to pursue till the end :)

iloveHIM. and i know he does too..:)

PS. I decided to celebrate our monthsary, on the 1st of every month..nuff said. :)

my first ever blog post. :)

well..well.. well..:) im currently doing my first ever blog post. :)

i just came up with the idea to jot down all the things that's been running through my mind. :) so this includes my escapades, day-to-day activities and prolly random whatevers. :)

lovelots, marie